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Liliancat update.

She has been home two days. Yesterday she had a bowl of broth and today she had some tost and kept it down. She sleeping a lot and side affects are hitting her but thank be to Mother Earth for Cannibas it's settling her stomach, her shivers and her headaches and helping her to sleep. Now she is home we are hitting the cancer hard with different strains of cannabis that is suppose to work to fight cancer and chemo side effects. Next step is Friday she goes for blood work and then wait for results to see what her cell counts are. Her spirits are up as well as can be expected. She tires real easy but all this is to be expected. I have been working from home this week and sleeping when I can so if I do not respond to messages or seem off the wall its because.. I am off the wall and lack of sleep.

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DreamEscape
20:52 Nov 20 2019

tell her i said hi and that i will be praying for her everyday and night before i lay down to sleep

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EmberMoon
22:35 Nov 20 2019

I'm so happy she hun and her spirits are up, praying for her as well.

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LORDMOGY
23:39 Nov 20 2019

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KarminaTheDarkAngel
23:39 Nov 20 2019

Sounds good ! Being able to eat and keep it down is always good...and sleep is what she needs she needs to recharge herself .
Prayers still going out to you guys for good news for Friday!!!

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Autumnswhisperingwinds
01:47 Nov 21 2019

Praying for her night and day.

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xRobin3x
02:41 Nov 21 2019

my love, your way, always on my mind, even if i don't post things. you guys are always on my mind.

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ABHORASH
13:15 Nov 21 2019

My thoughts are with you, both, My friend.

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Vampireking777
23:24 Nov 24 2019

Yes good to hear she talking Cannibas they are grow for different reasons but CBD oil work just as good for cancer so she be better in know time

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hannahrose
09:01 Nov 26 2019

I WILL PRAY FOR YOU BOTH AND ASK GODDES TO PLEASE HEAL HER COMPLETLY TAKE HRE PAIN AND THE HORRID SIDE EFFECTS AWAY, IF YOU NEED SUPPORT, I AM HERE FOR YOU BOTH WITHOUT CONDITION. MAY GODDESS BLESS COMFORT AND HEAL LILLY ASAP. I AM SO SORRY SHE IS SUFFERING AND SO UNWELL.I AM SO PROUD OF YOU FOR SUPPORTING LOVING AND BEING THERE FOR HER .

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She got released today. They finshed the chemo all they could give her and strongest they could. Now we wait and see if the chemo helps. The side effects as you can imagine are hitting her hard. She on the cannabis now. She is worn out and sleeping off and on. I have to send her back to bed all the time. Thank you to everyone who is going though this with us. I know as her friends, our friends its hitting you too and we just go though this together. I just hope that all that chemo helps even a small amout would be a victory. Next weeks and months till we find out will be difficult but we not giving up.

Love you all
Sean and Irene

A poem we wrote together while she was in hospital:

Imagine

By Liliancat and Dakotah

If we preserved our memories in candies… Each one, each flavor,
Releasing a specific other time back into our minds.
Bags of winter nights all minty fresh, first kisses, that time you skinned your knee.
The painful days would slice your tongue that candy way.
The days we don’t recall would be the ones we ate unconscious,
Half a bagful disappeared without our noticing.
Rich chocolate of love, the peppermint of anger,
The anise rum of jealous rage, the coconut of sorrow.
We’d grow bloated on the past.
Some memories, like any other memory, would surface
From the cushions of a couch, sticky, pasted over
Dust and hair and scraps of paper wrapping, and we’d hold them
Pondering whether they are sweet, or just the flavor of regret.
A single stagnant drop of sugar, caught and coalesced and cooked to crystal shine.
It’s fricative and fresh, this lump or lolly, taffy, toffee, gumdrop, goo or fairy dust.
It conjures summers, jujubes and dimes. A stick of pixie, lips of wax, and time
To race about, the dog at heel, the swarm of kids, the tinkling ice cream truck, the sweat.
The sweet is sharp; your tongue gets bumps. A crack can catch your gums, cut you, leave wounds as small
As any cut inside your mouth: enormous, one more thing to suck on, strawberry.
We face the same hard choice of every day: to crunch would be to hurry it along.
It’s sweeter far to savor sweets and time before the time and sweets are soft, then gone.

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LORDMOGY
21:04 Nov 18 2019

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Autumnswhisperingwinds
22:27 Nov 18 2019

With tears in my eyes I reach out to you both.......sending love and light to you both....infinite hugs to you both.

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xxxPoisonIvyxxx
05:46 Nov 19 2019

I am sending all of the good juju I have and burning candles for my sweet Lili.

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Vampireking777
06:47 Nov 19 2019

Well Good to hear why is she not taking CBD lio or vaping cannabis? that been prove to be better then chemo

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Liliancat finished another bag of chemo. They gave her something to relax her so my Liliancat is sleeping. Next few days will be so hard on her as they increase the dose and the side-effects get worse. I hope she is able to sleep though a lot of it. We gotten her a private nurse for at night so there is a nurse in the room with her all night. I am scared. She is scared. Though I have to believe in miracles and this song I have played all day. Keep the prayers coming.

Also, Mogy when you read this, skype me Brother.





Many nights we prayed
With no proof anyone could hear
In our hearts a hope for a song
We barely understood
Now we are not afraid
Although we know there's much to fear
We were moving mountains
Long before we knew we could, whoa, yes
There can be miracles
When you believe
Though hope is frail
Its hard to kill
Who knows what miracles
You can achieve
When you believe somehow you will
You will when you believe
Mmmyeah
In this time of fear
When prayer so often proves in vain
Hope seems like the summer bird
Too swiftly flown away
Yet now I'm standing here
My hearts so full, I can't explain
Seeking faith and speakin' words
I never thought I'd say
There can be miracles
When you believe (When you believe)
Though hope is frail
Its hard to kill (Mmm)
Who knows what miracles
You can…

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DreamEscape
22:42 Nov 14 2019

i will pray for her every night
keep your head up everything will be alright Dakotah that i promise
she might be going through alot right now but the angel's are with her watching over her as she goes through this. she is not alone we are all with her no matter what

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LORDMOGY
22:47 Nov 14 2019

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RekindledPassion
23:34 Nov 14 2019

Lily has fought this long- i know she can keep fighting with everyone behind her. We will do exactly that. She is loved here.

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cutexbutxpsycho
23:53 Nov 14 2019

I hope you both smiled today!
Remember to stop and breath. Enjoy every moment. Don't let worry, and fear consume you. I know it's scary, but you two have a lot further to go.

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Dakotah
00:23 Nov 15 2019

Thank you all and Bunny. We did smile today. She is sleeping they have her sedated she finished about an hour ago her 3rd round. Tomorrow will be 2-3 more and I keep this journal going for our friends and VR and at this point, its for me too. It helps to journal this and get my feelings out.

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NikkiAidyn
00:43 Nov 15 2019

I'm keeping you two in my thoughts and sending healing towards you both.
Wishing you the best. I know you two will beat this

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Autumnswhisperingwinds
16:14 Nov 15 2019

Dearest friends my heart is going to you both in this time. You both are very dear people and I am here for you both. No one should die from Cancer no one. My mom had her first chemo on Tuesday and she is not well today either but she is a strong woman and so is Lilli she will break through this. Cancer strikes without caring about whom is whom your colour or creed or if you are a child a woman or a man. We has humans have to stand up and say no to the monster and fight with love and prayers and white light of healing. I am sending you all the healing powers I can for you and your little family.

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hannahrose
09:04 Nov 26 2019

MY LOVE PRAYERS AND SUPPORT ARE WITH YOU BOTH. IF YOU NEED TO TALK I AM HERE FOR YOU.I WILL ASK GODDESS TO COMFORT PROTECT AND HEAL LILLY AND TO WATCH COMFORT AND PROTECT YOU BOTH.

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This morning Liliancat was able to read all the amazing journals, kismets you all made in her honor. She kept saying wow, wow and it touched her so much some made her actually laugh, Cat, your hair comment of Dave had her laughing, and many her heart and spirits. She loved it! I can not thank this community enough.

This morning they did a bag of chemo and they had to give her medicine for her stomach. Her spirits are much better that be's to you all. From here out the next few days will be hard as the chemo heavey doses the side effects start to kick in. She will lose her hair. She will get cuts inside of her mouth. Her blood will drop. Chemo attacks Good cells right along with bad cells. Please keep Liliancat in your prayers, thoughts, sending her love. We are in a battle to save her life. Also, all cancer patients out there.

In her hospital they have two to a room. Yesterday morning her roomate was taken by her cancer. It upset Liliancat and made her scared. That is the reality of some cancer patients. I am going to rant a little here, I honestly belive the medical industry do not want a cure all for all types of cancer because its a billion $ industry and that just burns me. Look at all the technology we have these days and just think about that. NO one should have to die due to cancer.

I will post daily updates.

-Sean

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BellissimaMorte
16:35 Nov 14 2019

I will always do this for her whenever she needs it

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LORDMOGY
21:04 Nov 14 2019

Bro!!!





I'd bet there is already a cure, but big Pharma is either paying for it to not be made public or they already have the rights to it and refuse to release the cure to the public.

It pays more to keep people coming back for some sort of treatment and pharmaceuticals.

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DarkestTemptation
00:54 Nov 15 2019

Never give up an keep the faith live an pray long an hard be there close by her side hold her hand talk softly to her. That is all I got to say hope she makes it through it all.

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